L0n3lY

(# TT A TT #) It’s stupid… I keep posting all over my tumblr, wordpress, even here… I just can’t stand it. I’m really lonely and I’m still trying to deal with my feelings over an issue with a friend…. I need to find a relationship… That’ll probably fix all of this bad stuff… But I can’t find anyone. Not to mention where I live, everybody is the same. And the ones that aren’t like them aren’t like me. This is confusing… I’m not feeling good. But I guess I just post all this stuff online hoping somebody’ll listen. But even if somebody did, they’re far away and I wouldn’t be able to befriend them. Not to mention my paranoia of bad and scary people will keep me away from them… I don’t feel good. Why am I so selfish? I’m an idiot. This is all stupid. All I’m doing is complaining with my problems, seeking comfort, instead of dealing with them.

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